금요일, 4월 14, 2006
Finally
Mood of the day: Down in the dumpsAction of the moment: Trying to catch up on what i have been missing out this whole weekSian!! Hiaks i finally see light again. My last entry was like erm 1o days ago? That was how long i havent been online le. Damn zai right? Lol. DEn my frens keep asking me how i survived without internet for so long. Ya, its possible. In fact, i barely touched the tv as well thru this week. Double zai. Im like super impressed by myself too. Haha.
Cant blame me. This week was like super hectic. Jap n bahasa oral test on tues (yes, i survived thru 2 consecutive oral tests though i cant say for certain i din buang them, cos i think i pretty much did that..dun care), pharma test on thur, n physio assignment due today. N i still went shopping with juline yesterdae. Heh. Its retail therapy u know. Cos yesterday was a pretty lousy day. How shld i sae. To put it more generally, i expected abit way too high but the thing is i wldnt have been so disappointed if the thing was not known beforehand. But i just realised that actually it was alreade known n still it wasnt done. I throw in the towel. Totally. N i guess history does have a higher tendency to repeat itself. Maybe its familial. I dunno. I only know that some things tend to be repeated over n over again, n it never fails to leave an aftertaste of bitterness, slightly tingling in the mouth. Or shld i say, a sense of regret.
Loss of motivation, low self-esteem, indecisiveness, apathy, misery, pessimism --- all emotional signs of depression.
또 울어버렸다.. @ 10:14 AM